Burma Link | June 20, 2014

Christine is a 22-year-old Karen refugee who lives in Mae La refugee camp with her husband and young daughter. She has lived there for seven years ‘as a prisoner’ inside the barbed wire fence, and now teaches in one of the post-ten schools in the camp. In this interview, Christine talks about the desperation and lack of hope in Mae La as uncertainty about the future mounts and refugees feel that they have no control over their own future. She fears that authorities will organise forced repatriation although they ‘don’t know where to go’ and ‘nothing has changed for the poor’. Christine recently completed Burma Link’s AOC (Agents of Change) training and she is eager to have her voice heard. She wants authorities to take action NOW to help refugees like her and her young daughter.

 

Living in the camp is similar to living in prison

Most people in the camp have lost their hope. Students have no hope to continue their tertiary education. People who are middle aged have no job to do and elder ones have nothing to do but wasting their time here. Everyone depends solely on their monthly ration. They don’t know where to go or where to settle down. Every refugee, including me, has many feelings, troubles and worries. I wish for a change for the situation in the camp. I have heard that after living in the camp for three years, refugees can make their own decision for their future. For instance, a refugee in Thailand can choose to stay in Thailand or go back to Burma according to his own will, or go for resettlement. However, I have been in the camp for seven years but I still can’t make my decision for my future.

… Most of the people in the camp are hopeless, like they don’t know about their future. Do we always need to stay in the camp? Or do we have to go back to Burma? Or what can we do for our future? And also living in the camp is not stable. We don’t know when they will close the camp, or when they close the camp, where we should go. We don’t know. It’s not good for the people to think like that. And also some have a very strong feeling in their mind that ‘I’m refugee and I’m lower than other people’. And they have not only physical but also mental problems. Some people they try to commit suicide because they don’t know what to do and where to go.

Living in the camp is similar to living in prison because I can’t go outside or make my own decision. I can commute only in the camp. The camp is surrounded by barbed wire. If we go outside of the camp, Thai police will arrest us. In the long run, it affects not only my physical but also my mental health. For ration problem, although TBBC